“More Than A Feeling”

I fear the losing you.
I fear seeing your light dim.
I fear that I will never taste your lips.
I fear that my dreams are true.
I care for you more than a feeling.

I wish I wasn’t helpless to help you.
I wish you to heal quickly.
I wish to hear your voice.
I wish to see you and your smile.
I adore you more than a feeling.

I am not a blur.
I am not like them.
I would let you dance on my feet.
I would listen to our song on repeat.
I want you more than a feeling.

I care more than I fear.
I don’t worry about how things will be.
I adore how you look at me.
I saw the good side of me in your eyes.
I love more than a feeling.

I see my smile in your eyes.
I see your love in each look.
I see the adoration in your words.
I see the happiness in the twinkles in your eyes.
I am in love with you, and it is more than a feeling.

"A set of Two’s"

Two with blue eyes
Two with brown eyes
Two are fair haired
Two are raven haired
Two born on the 22nd day
Two born on the 30th day
Two born in months that start with an A
Two born in months that start with a J
Two with two names
Two with three names
Two that look like mother
Two that look like father
These are a few sets of twos in my life.

"Giggles"

Dedicated to Meemaw


If you are facing the front, then it is a little giggle
If you turned left, then it is snorty giggles
If you turned right, then it is deep giggles
If you turned round, then it is giggles till tears form
If you turned over, then it is belly giggles that leave you with stitches
If you wonder what you are, then you should know you are my tickle box
Oh, how I love it when you are tickled pink with giggles, after your tickle box has been turned over. 

“Bestie”

Being one that is special to another, being the best of friends.
Ensuring that bond last with each passing day.
Staying in contact with each other whenever you can.
Time spent in making memories that will last long after we gone.
Insightfully different for each of us, however still the same.
Ending never, not even in death.

I brace myself every morn to face this day without you.
Love does not feel the same as it was when you were alive.
This world feels less without your smiles, hugs, and love.
My world and spaces are less without you.
Memories shared, keeping me when I feel the despair of your passing.
Then and now you are special to me, and I will keep you with me every day.
Then I think, what if I keep painting the clouds with sunshine?
Then I think, what if you are helping me paint the blue skies?
Then at the end of the day I close my eyes and fall asleep.
I see you in my dreams and hug you and tell you I love you.

Till we see each other again, I love you, my Bestie.

“Bound by Love”

Bound in chains to the suspicions.
Trapped in my fears of trusting.
Trapped in my anxieties of letting people down.
Trapped in my doubts of not loving again.
Fear of tearing the littlest bit of love apart.
Walls that I build to keep from being in love.

Sharing my doubts and anxieties removed the traps.
Sharing removed the fears of tearing up love.
Sharing tore down the walls brick by brick.
Sharing opened my trust.
Sharing me with you made it real.

I have learned to be me with you.
I embrace ever moment I have with you.
I sense your energy around me all the time.
The sense of loss I feel when you are not.
Every night finding you in my dreams.
Tasting the sweetness of your smile.

Loving with you.
Trusting with you.
Feeling with you.
I am strong.
I am love.
I am trust.
I am bound,
Yes, I am bound by love.