“I Shouldn’t Have”

I shouldn’t have worn mascara.
I shouldn’t have listened to my intuition.
I shouldn’t have seen the words.
I shouldn’t have that song on repeat.
I shouldn’t have listened to the voices in my head.
I shouldn’t have opened your message.
I shouldn’t have said hello.
I shouldn’t cry over what has been.
I shouldn’t have shown you, my heart.
I shouldn’t have done a lot.
I shouldn’t doesn’t work no more.

If hadn’t I wouldn’t have had the experiences I have had. One thing is for sure, I shouldn’t be so hard on myself.